A Red Door

A man wakes up, but never actually does. He gets in the shower and plans his day. This is useless because he will do the same thing he'd been doing for the past 10 years. The man gets out of the shower and drip dries while looking at himself in the mirror, trying to be content with what he sees. He puts on one of his designer suits, skips breakfast as usual, and drives his Mercedes to work. He arrives at his job and indulges himself in bullshit he calls work that has built up over the weekend. He interacts with his colleagues but never actually speaks a word. He never sees them for that matter. He is blind and mute to the world. At lunch he goes to he same deli he always does and orders the same thing, the only thing he likes. He takes his lunch back to his desk and eats it while staring at a picture he removed from the bottom drawer of his desk. On this picture is himself and the woman he had made stop loving him 10 years prior over an immaturity and selfishness that haunts him every day. A red door he thinks, a red door.

Currently Listening To: Brand New's "Jesus Christ"

If It's Not Broken, Don't Fix It

As of now there is no ramen noodles for my appetite. I just played judge. Weird. Ruby won although there were 2 good arguments. These Days by Rascall Flatts just brought back wonderful memories in Jeeps or whichever cars drunk as shit parked, singing our hearts out. Which 2 coins add up to 30 cents, and 1 of the coins cannot be a nickel? Think about that? Bud Light tastes way better in a bottle rather than a can. I love the angles of this room... I have no angles at Coastal other than 90's. I have no idea what color pueter is. All I wanna do is give out riddles to make bitches scream in anger. ~Adam's Word~ "In the course of human event's".....FUCK THAT...In the course of my events, I feel that people are so full of shit that you have to figure them out and then use that against them....Dave Fox is not full of shit.......I AM!!!!! Here's a little idea that I ahve thought of for a long time.........So I'm hanging out last summer.....ALLL OF MY BOYS.......We are hot as fuck and the electricity is out........Brad just ran to the refrigerator and pulled out the last 5 ice-pops.....Dave calls one:"MINE" (a green one), then shane, then brad ( who already has one)....I get two(red and blue), FUCKIN A RIGHT.....Money shows up," Let me get a pop." I give him the red....(not happy). We all eat our pops.....Brad:"Lets go see a horror film man".......Dave:"Fuck that!".....Adam:"I don't want to see Aurora's Fan"....Shane:"Even if that bitch had a fan it would be broken, NO ELECTRICITY IDIOT!~~Adam:FUCK!!!!.......Dave and Brad:(looking at eachother)"WHAT THE FUCK?"....SHANE:"HAHAHAHA"....~~Ok so that was Adam's WORDS...If anyone can give me my definition to Aurora's Broken Fan they will win 100 dollars.

Currently Listening to: Pete Frampton "Do You Feel Like I Do" If anyone doesn't know he really doesn't make those sounds with his guitar alone.

Quick! Time is Running Out

What do you do when you're world is torn in what seems to be every which way but together. It's a sense of confusion that you can only try to figure out in your head. It's unexplainable. What truly is the source of this confusion. Is it really confusion? You start to question your meaning of being. And what starts to happen when these questions and confusions start to affect not only yourself, but those around you. Your loved ones seem as lost as you do. It's not an unhappiness, not by any means. It's just a feeling that there is more to life or that you can contribute more to life. I guess it comes down to when you die, will you have made a difference in the world? Did you leave a mark?

Currently listening to: Simon and Garfunkel's "The Only Living Boy in New York"

The Storm is Coming

So this is my first blog. I'm not really sure how this is supposed to go but then again why should I use a template. I'm currently listening to Brand New's "Degauser" and am impatiently waiting their album release. I really wish I could have their album for my upcoming 12 hour ride home to NY. And on that note I cannot wait until Friday, it could not come soon enough. This South Carolina 80 degree weather in November is quite unusual for me. I doubt I'll see any snow while I'm in NY but it would be nice. I like spinach and just realized I can speed read. Adam just brought me back to a very scary yet fun filled day. I just checked my powerball numbers and again I didn't win. I wouldn't say I'm banking on winning the lottery for my source of income, but I would sure love to rack in a quick 35 mil for a dollar ticket. I find myself daydreaming quite often about what I would do if I won the lottery. It always ends in my anger when I realize that I don't actually have that money and the odds of me winning that money is 1 in 146,107,962. After Kramer has sex with his girlfriend he wants her out of the bed because, she has the jimmy legs. My moose broke in my "Moose is loose in New Hampshire" shot glass. That's pretty upsetting. Answer your phone my love. If Adam and Eve were the first humans on earth, and they began the population, then wouldn't there have been a long run of close incest to build even the smallest population. And if this were the case then aren't we all today related and participate in some form of vague incest. Something to ponder. Cookies n' cream protein shakes are delicious. The Redskins need to fire Al Saunders and let Joe Gibbs regain control of play calling. They should also drop Brunell and give Jason Campbell a try. The national weather service has issued a tornado watch for my area. I'm going to the beach. The storm is coming, the storm is coming in. Figuratively and literally. http://www.purevolume.com/brandnew